I woke up with a stinking headache. That was very unusual.
It was pitch black. There was no electricity. Where was the bedside torch? What happened to my emergency lighting? I became quite disorientated. What was happening?
Eventually, after what seemed like an age, I woke up - properly.
The first 'waking up' was a dream (headache included). However, I then lay awake for ages before eventually getting up around 0630. I could not stop thinking about the millions of people in the world at the moment for whom such an event can be commonplace (not always in the pitch dark but nevertheless....). I suppose I was thinking particularly at the moment of Gaza and Ukraine although they are just the principle ones in the British news.
However it's not 'just' being disoriented. What about millions of people who don't just get up and go. For example many people (including me) have some degree of 'external plumbing' or prosthetic limbs or are on a breathing or sleep aid of some sort. For many many people getting out of bed is not a straightforward matter at the best of times.
And then there's the millions who don't even have a bed.
Since the Iraq war was brought to us live on television, we are now at the stage where we see all these things on television in our own homes and we take them for granted. We do nothing because they are happening 'somewhere else' to 'someone else'.
For the time being......
PS: My next post will be cheerful....promise!
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DeleteJayCee, I wish I had been able to do as you suggested.
DeleteI have a friend with cerebral palsy. Getting out of bed is a logistical challenge each day. Putting on socks involves a Herculean effort. We who are still fit and agile are very lucky.
ReplyDeleteSorry, David, your and a few other comments went to Spam. Yes. I have various friends with difficulties too. I acknowledge how fortunate I am.
DeleteLet me pick up on your promise of your next post being cheerful. Well, if you do not feel cheerful or want to post about a decidedly un-cheerful matter, then you post about it. It's not that we (I assume I am not speaking just for myself here, but for other readers and friends of yours, too) only want to read cheerful, happy, or otherwise entertaining things on each other's blogs. In my case, I want to know what's going on in my blogging friends' lives, and their minds. The degree of detail is of course up to each individual blogger - I do not always write about every little thing happening in my life, either, let alone about everything that's going on behind my forehead.
ReplyDeleteBut the world is as horrible as it is beautiful, and sometimes its horribleness is brought home (!) to us with more poignancy than at other times. It is scary and sad and upsetting and can make us really angry.
Thank you for that, Meike. I do not usually get angry about things about which I can do nothing. I get frustrated and I get upset sometimes but generally I only get really worked up about things I can do something about. That's the logical conscious Me. Unfortunately the subconscious Me obviously has other ideas and gets upset enough for it to manifest itself in dreams and blog posts.
DeleteYes, Librarian is right. Blogs don't have to be all fluffy and sunshine.
ReplyDeleteSharing thoughts is not a bad thing
Thanks for the support GZ.
DeleteWe forget how fortunate we are, sleeping soundly in our beds with breakfast items awaiting us in the kitchen and hot water in our bathrooms.
ReplyDeleteYP, we do ignore it unfortunately but it's one way of staying relatively sane.
DeleteYou are right, Graham, that we have it so good and it is amazing how often people (including me) still find things to complain about. I'm glad your headache dream was just a dream. You can post whatever you want to post and share your thoughts, your dreams, your happy and sad times. We are all feeling many things at the same time and it is good to hear that others share our feelings or helps us to see new things.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Ellen. I certainly get a lot out of hearing and seeing and knowing how others feel even when they be things with which I profoundly disagree. In the latter cases one can usually learn a lot by just considering the points put forward.
DeleteWe don't always appreciate our good fortune, living in the West, and little things, like a bad dream, can make us consider things from a different perspective. It's not possible to be upbeat all the time, nor is it natural. We blog to share, good and not so good.
ReplyDeleteJanice, I think you are absolutely right about not always appreciating our relative good fortune. I sometimes forget and things like this dream certainly gave me a reminder jerk.
DeleteGood afternoon Graham. I speak only for myself. I appreciate my life and my situation each day. I note you had a bad dream that upset your equilibrium and I hope that as the day wore on you were able to find a happy medium and balance in yourself.
ReplyDeleteLike you, I know how (very) good I have it, how fortunate (or blessed or whatever you may call it) I am in living where and when and how I live. There is a lot of gratitude in my heart for all the goodness in my life, even seemingly small things (that are nowhere near small for many people) like being able to have a hot shower every day.
DeleteRachel, just writing the post helped me to rationalise things. Like Meike I do appreciate how fortunate I am.
DeleteIt used to be my best moment of every day; getting up at 5 am and getting on with the day's work. Sadly that has now changed and I feel permanently exhausted. Getting up is no longer a pleasure; nor is staying in bed. I need my Doc' to sort me out.
ReplyDeleteIf you were still in the UK for the summer I might have been able to justify your thoughts better but back in the 'old life' that you enjoyed so much would, I would have imagined, invigorated you. I'm sorry to hear that it hasn't.
DeleteNow there's one reason why I try to avoid listening to the latest world news late at night - but rather fall asleep to some audio book of more escapist kind... - Somehow I often seem to get my best sleep in the morning hours these days. But I do appreciate the ability to get up at all - as well as having a roof over my head and food on the table etc.
ReplyDeleteSorry, Monica, you went to spam too. Yes, we are indeed fortunate.
DeleteBoy...I really identify with this. You've spoken my heart.
ReplyDeleteThat's good to hear - whoever you are.
DeleteMe. It was me. Blogger is aggravating the snot out of me.
DeleteDebby, for some reason that saying made me laugh out loud for a good half minute lor more.
DeleteIt can take a little jolt by reading something like this to get our own problems into some kind of perspective.
ReplyDeleteYes, Andrew, that's what the dream did for me.
DeleteMy excuse for confusion is a good one. I'm elderly.
ReplyDeleteWell, Red, as an octogenarian I can't be that far behind you.
DeleteI watched a doco recently where people were talking about their experience of the 2004 tsunami in SE Asia. After finding high ground there were a lot of people who slept in the jungle with insects crawling all over them.
ReplyDeleteIt made me think how much I take my comfy, safe bed for granted.
I hope you have some good sleeps now to catch up
Kylie, you've just made me thing of the relative good fortune so many of us have. So much can be learned from playing The Glad Game.
DeleteReport on todays local news about large numbers of children in South Yorkshire not having a bed, and a charity being needed to provide them. In England!
ReplyDeleteTasker, the rich get richer and the poor.........
DeleteEven though you woke with a headache, you still found reasons to be thankful. That's our grateful Graham!
ReplyDeleteWell, Kay, you and I are in the same Glad Things mould.
DeleteWeird dream. Strange to wake up twice, be there present between the subconscious and conscience. (Two words i never remember how to spell correctly.) Do you think the change of seasons is playing at your thoughts, bouncing them around to persuade you to do something or other?
ReplyDeleteMaywyn, I think the fact that we havn't had a summer is playing with my thoughts somehow.
DeleteI've been having the opposite problem. I go to bed, dog-tired, and lie down, and.... don't fall asleep. My mind is going in a million directions, pondering whatever, and I just can't seem to get to sleep! Needless to say, I eventually do fall asleep - pretty much right before my alarm goes off. Ugh.
ReplyDeleteMarcheline, that would drive me insane I think. And I don't have to worry about going to work and earning a crust. I think the secret is to have a brain that isn't very active. I try not to use mine too much.
DeleteAlso, if you have not already done so, I invite you to come to my blog and take a peek at the completed "typewriterbrary"! 8-)
ReplyDeleteWill do
DeleteYou are right when one can jump out of bed and go for an hour's walk in the morning one doesn't think about those who can't. I used to do that a year ago but now with back problems I can't get up quickly and I can't walk fast for an hour. I often wonder how many others have the same problem. Lots I imagine
ReplyDeleteDiane, I have an acquaintance of 92 who walks several miles every day in the Castle Grounds. He also plays bowsl regularly. He looks about 70! I have difficulty keeping up with him if I happen to meet him and am walking the same way. Some people have the ability for whatever reason and some of us do not.
DeleteHa! Graham, a man from Scotland made a film and won an Emmy on Monday. The NY TIMES described his sporran as a "black fanny pack"! They had to issue an apology in their paper after the outraged Scots sent messages! Honestly, how hard is it to find something out these days?
ReplyDeleteKay, I read your comment but it must have been on my phone and I've only just realised it was in Spam. I'm really not sure what their strange definition means. But it's very handy for my cellphone.
DeletePlease don't worry about the comment not being cheerful, Graham. The world is not always cheerful and it is good to remember people who struggle with the things we take for granted.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comment, Jenny. You are in Blogland even less than I am these days so it's good to see you.
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