So far this year has been unlike any I can recall. It's the first year since I started blogging that I've been away from Blogland so frequently.
I lost my younger brother. I still keep wanting to send him wee messages about things and have to remind myself that he's no longer around to answer them.
This week my son, Gaz, had his fiftieth birthday. What!!
When one gets to one's eightieth year life should, in theory, be slowing down. In practice it seems to me that it's speeding up instead. The date of my birth seems further and further away on a daily basis.
All of a sudden things that I thought nothing about like climbing up ladders and wandering around roofs checking them have become things to either avoid or think very carefully about because my sense of balance isn't what it was.
My electric foldable bike has suddenly become too heavy and cumbersome to fold and put in the back of my car. Indeed my balance riding it had become rather problematic too.
I've suddenly realised that I'm no longer the spring chicken that I once was.
Don't get me wrong I'm neither complaining nor being maudling. I'm intensely proud of the fact that this body I inhabit and which, but for the then newly formed NHS would never have got past its teens, has served me well and is continuing so to do.
Despite having cancer since my diagnosis and operation in 1997 I am still being treated successfully. Every 4 months now I get my uretic stent renewed.
I have 5 or 6 stents in my heart since a heart attack in 2000.
I had a new knee eight years ago and it is so good I usually forget that it's not the original.
All this makes me realise that despite the underfunding and apparent attempts to privatise it and all the unfortunate hundreds of thousands of people waiting for appointments and treatment there are still millions of us who have benefitted hugely and who are still here to say 'Thank You' to the 1948 Labour Government which had the courage to establish it.
